How many of you have lost a child? How many of you have had one taken from you without knowing when you would enjoy being with them ever again? How many have had all your children taken at once? What was that like? How did that feel? Do you remember?
So what's my point? Get to it, Dean. This is the internet. We don't have time for rhetoric. We've got YouTube shit to watch. I have had my kids forcefully taken from me. My wife did it to me. I would imagine there are many that can relate to that. Our counselor told me that I needed to write down exactly what happened from my side (most likely for giving testimony at trial) of the situation which brought all this about. While I was doing that, I thought that I should write down what was going inside my head and soul the whole time. In case I decided to pursue a suit for emotional distress against my wife.
That which follows is the agony and torment that I had to put up with. Day by day of what I thought and fealt during the whole thing. Being that, I acknowledge that it is impossible to quantify any of it. Does anybody know of a machine that measures the level of suffering of another? Most people won't be able to comprehend what I went thru. Only those few that have suffered similar happenings will be able to relate. It isn't pretty. It isn't enjoyable. It would be true cruelty to wish it upon another. No one should have to experience it. There will be those in the future that do.
I warn you that I held nothing back. The profanity abounds. The negative vibes/feelings/karma are rampant. If these offend you or disrupt your balance, go back to your flower gardens. People can pretend that others don't suffer, but reality trumps all - everytime.
Also, with this being the internet, the immaturity will undoubtedly creep itself in. To those I say - choke down a cold bowl of Fuck. Ha! I got you before you got me! :P Nonetheless, if you want to comment, I encourage you to do so. I can guarantee with about 99.99% assurance that I won't respond. I just don't care enough to do so. But I would be interested in contemplating others' thoughts and even recommendations. Be aware that I may delete your comments if I feel they are pointless and useless. I'm pretty open minded, and welcome viewpoints from both, or any, sides. I'm not trying to censor; I just want to be productive. In the end, it is my blog and I'll do with it as I please. What are you gonna do about it?
A second point to all this is to advocate for Father's rights. The system is unquestionably in favor of the Mother's, oftentimes without substantial reason other than their gender. Maybe if some of those in power see things from the other side, they'll realize that it isn't so cut and dried. Don't fool yourself into thinking that it's always those poor Mothers that deserve everything they won because of what they had to suffer with; that horrible Dad got his just reward!
Daddy does suffer, and it isn't just.
You may have noted I used my real name. No, I don't worry to much that other people know who I am on the internet. I am me and I am real. I don't have that much to hide anymore. Ya don't like it? Tuff.
So, where were we? Oh yes, Daddy had his kids taken from him. Please proceed forward......
